i need time to do all of this stuff.

why is school preying on my soul?

why is life preying on my soul?


*this is an unfortunate state of being*

I welcome April 4th with open arms.

and i am purified.
and i am free.
and i am relaxed...
sigh.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 10 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Post the song info when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING and is punishable by being stockade-ed (um, what?)

1. "today i'm gonna run away and feel the sun throughout my hair."

2. "you cute me down a tree and brought it back to me and thats what made me see where i was going."

3. "rain fell down you were there."

4. "i can't explain glacial motion. or why los angeles don't drop into the ocean. I cant unfold the layers of mystery
Or piece together the tragedy of history" !!!!!!GOOD SONG. and band.

5. "one two three. my baby don't mess around because she loves me so and this i know for sure."

6. "i, i'm driving black on black just got my license back. i got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track."

7. "sometimes i feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear. and i can't help but ask myself how much i let the fear take the wheel and steer." <333333

8. "like a splinter in my thumb you're not going anywhere, not like a care, cause i have got used to it. refuse to quit."

9. "there's always a better way. there's always a bridge that needs crossing. there's always the straight and the narrow the wide and the shallow."

10. "i swear by the moon and the stars and the skies. i swear like the shadow thats by your side."

RULES PLZ:
1. Fill it out if you're tagged or you'll die in three days and your cat will have bad relationships for ten years, whatever. Except not really.
2. Answer honestly, usually with the first thought that comes to mind.
3. DON'T READ the answers for the questions until you're done! You'll ruin it.
4. Tag four people when you're done.
________________________________________ __

1.You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who?: george?

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?: raccoon

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?: i watch it.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it: small, oddly victorian but not two stories, more yard than house. shaded and surrounded by very old gnarly trees.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?: only on the sides, an old intricate iron one.

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on and/or around it?: chairs around it, nothing on it.
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?: goblet.

8. What do you do with the cup?: i pick it up and look at the design on it.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?: big river, clear water.

10. How will you cross the water?: go through it.

Answers:
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.




o.O
wow.
fuuuuuun stuff.

the caterpillar plague is coming.
beware.

livejournal is slowly dying yet i continue to check it in a futile attempt to avoid studying for latin.
x-P

bad idea.

*is excited about new york*

I love looking back in my livejournal at past entries. Its hilarious. Wow, I mean, at times I was such a typical emo kid… I read over stuff and I just gawk at how unintelligible/dramatic it is. But then really…I usually had a reason for it. And then I posted the entry about advice about my mom and “friend”….*x-friend now* and drisana coined the amazing phrase – extreme kp withdrawal- which I adore. Hehe. And then we have the bra posting. Which would be normal and everyday for a girl’s livejournal…and then we have all 11 comments on that entry with everyone explaining their stories and opinions…lol. And then I have those random quote things…those “FOMG IF I DIED….” And you fill in like an essay of answers for me <3333. this thing:

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

Umm…we have the dany fiasco, other random things. Most common were movie times, online quizzes meant for lj pandemics and of course LYRICS. Which you all hate me for putting up more often than not I know…but I love it anyway.

“there is nothing wrong with people who have anger issues. we just get pissed off easier than most.”

Lol

 

Fun. So, livejournal is really very useful after all.

 

Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

(www.thecolorquiz.com)

 

*finds it odd looking through her past*

Mr. Darcy: Miss Elizabeth. I have struggled in vain and I can bear it no longer. These past months have been a torment. I came to Rosings with the single object of seeing you... I had to see you. I have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony.
Elizabeth Bennet: I don't understand.
Mr. Darcy: I love you.

Mr. Darcy: You must know... surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.

Elizabeth Bennet: I've been so blind.

Mr. Darcy: How are you this evening, my dear?
Elizabeth Bennet: Very well. Only, I wish you would not call me "my dear."
Mr. Darcy: Why?
Elizabeth Bennet: Because it's what my father calls my mother whenever he's cross about something.
Mr. Darcy: Well, what endearments am I allowed?
Elizabeth Bennet: Well, let me think..."Lizzie" for everyday, "my pearl" for Sundays, and "Goddess Divine," but only on special occasions.
Mr. Darcy: And what am I to call you when I'm cross? "Mrs. Darcy?"
Elizabeth Bennet: No, you may only call me "Mrs. Darcy" when you are completely, perfectly and incandescently happy.
Mr. Darcy: And how are you this evening... Mrs. Darcy? [kisses her] Mrs. Darcy... [kisses her] Mrs. Darcy... [kisses her] Mrs. Darcy 
[kisses her]

i must admit...not the first time i've posted this...
but come on.
its mr. darcy.
:)

today was very much an enjoyable and new experience....being kilpat. i have found that i do need to speak to people more often and say what i'm thinking, or at least say something. and also need to work on starting conversations first. it was a pretty good day, but i really do not enjoy skirts, not matter how much i put up with them, at least ones that aren't flowy. and was overall pleased by the day, and my story...definently not porn...that is really really good and fun to read.

so here's to new discoveries,....
and pleasing aromas.

:)

hehe
i suppose alexA shall understand that one.

*takes in wonderful scent and is calmed*
lol, but is still serious.

<3 kp

so yeah christmas this weekend. it was fun, got some cool stuff, most amazing socks ever (hee, i like weird looking socks) jewelry..huge wake up call when i got some money for gas...ack....scary. and we played battle of the sexes and i totally pwned and got tons of questions right by guessing completely (man was it my day to make insanely creepy correct guesses at pretty absurdly vague questions) BUT more importantly... I got TONS and TONS of pez.

YAY life!!! pez...
wewt.
i love pez.

(not the dispensers...they are worthless, the candy, i don't even use the dispensers)

:-P






yay.